Day 52.1.

"I adore you Hannah. Never change. Always write what you feel xx"

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She is right. Entirely. I should write what I feel. I shouldn't feel the need to hold back when that is not what this blog was designed for. It was designed to be my medium of release. My outlet and source of closure on feelings that may be were haunting me.

I am of the understanding that there are a select few people who do not like what I write. I'm afraid, as much as I don't want to upset anyone, I  would like people to actually read my words properly rather than making opinions and judgements without understanding. I am not affected that people don't enjoy my blog because for every one person who dislikes it I receive numerous more praising it. I have been writing a lot lately about how happy I am, speaking about relationships and whatever else comes to my mind. I would like to make a public apology to anyone I have upset through this. Even though I shouldn't have to. I would also like to point out that anything I do write regarding being happier now and any relationship item is not directly aimed at my most recent ex. For reasons, which I don't need to discuss, we broke up. We had some wonderful years together and that is all that I will be saying on it. I have not, and will not, insult him or what we had because, at the time, we were happy and they are memories I will be keeping for a life time. If I do reference any past relationships they are from a long time ago when the men I chose were not men but petty little boys. 

I would like to be able to move on with my life without the judgement that I am moving on too quickly or I am a heartless cow because, in all honesty, I am not heartless in any sense of the word. I have done my grieving for the situation and I have always been of the mindset that positivity is the only way to cope. I will continue to use this as my way of moving on from situations so I hope those of you, who are unhappy with my movement to happiness, understand this. You can't remain unhappy about something that you know isn't right, even if society tries to border a time limit around it all.

Hannah xox